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Judson Stacy Vereen is a multidisciplinary artist and author born in 1986. His work includes large scale abstractions, collage works, poems and essays, music and film. 

 

 

Vereen is currently directing a feature-length film, due for release in 2027, and has multiple books slated for release in 2026/2027.  Vereen has lived in Atlanta, New York City, San Francisco, Los Angeles,  Brazil and currently lives in Portland, Oregon.

 

Vereen is part of an increasingly rare group of autodidact artists; he has never attended art school and has no academic training.

 

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An Unprofessional Analysis of the Paintings of Judson Vereen

by Lauren Cline

February 16th, 2016

 

"To deny the past for the sake of being conscious only of the present would be sheer futility. Today has meaning only if it stands between yesterday and tomorrow...Only the man who is conscious of the present in this sense may call himself modern. Many people call themselves modern - especially the pseudo moderns. Therefore, the really modern man is often found among those who call themselves old-fashioned."

 

Carl Jung wrote this in 1928, in a paper titled "The Spiritual Problem of Modern Man." He was concerned with the tendency in his generation for people, especially artists and intellectuals, to become obsessed with the pursuit of progress, romanced by the idea of the new, of the improved, of innovation for innovation's sake. This is a problem, of course, not limited to Jung's time, but shared by every era - certainly our own. The idea of innovation and newness is always seductive, and we are now generating the "new" faster than ever. With new materials, new technical capacities, new realities crafted in an abstracted, virtual sphere.

 

In part this is an act of narcissism: if progress is always better, then we are always better, better than the past and all the people and ideas it contains. The cult of newness saves us from having to question ourselves about the value of our era. What are we doing, other than moving blindly forward? What do we value? Deeper and further than our technical innovations, how are we different from those who came before us? What have we added and why? What do we really want, individually and collectively? It cannot be progress, not innovation alone. Those are simply the easiest available answers, but empty when not connected to a purpose. Even a child can identify what is new, point out what is different. If we are a different sort of human now who needs a new kind of art to speak to us, then why is this the case? What changed us, and what do we need in response? We are shielded from these questions by the immaculate facade of the cult of newness.

 

This brings me to the paintings of Judson Vereen, which are not innovative or progressive, not broken from the past. They are familiar like a feeling you've had since childhood, like a folk song, or a soft old jacket: broken-in, the smell of leather delicately permeating the air as the garment is slipped across the shoulder blades. "Old-fashioned," in Jung's use of the term. They are heavy, aged-looking things, caked in layers of paint. They seem timeless, as if they've been there forever and will always remain. In the era of the digital, the repeated image, the virtual, these paintings are grounded in reality. Solid objects that cannot be replicated in a photograph in any truly satisfactory way, because the photograph will miss the heft of them, the tactility, the artist's sensitivity to texture: as finessed and subtle as an Impressionist painter's sensitivity to color and to light. These paintings are not so much the voice of our era as they are the antidote for it. In this, I would argue, is their genius.

 

The antidote: we need things that exist. Things that are objects. We are afraid of this of course. Objects: one can lose them, they can be destroyed. We have sought and found safety in the realm of the virtual image, which can be hidden, saved, drawn out again when desired. Ignored when it is inconvenient. We do not just do this in art. Across the board we are becoming increasingly afraid of taking risks. We want all the benefits with none of the commitment, none of the danger. Our wars are fought with drones and are no longer called wars at all, do not have to be sanctioned by Congress and officially waged: they are just a trickle of violence running off from our state of peace, perpetual, easy to ignore when we would like to. I bring this up not to digress from the idea of art, but rather because I hold the (self-indulgent, perhaps) notion that our art both reflects and influences the state of our world. Our world right now, as it moves from past to future through the undefinable thing we call the present. Our present can only be defined retroactively, by the critics of the future, reflecting on us as their past. We hope they will see progress, innovation. But what have we lost?

 

Vereen's work answers this question for us before we knew to ask it, gives us back what we have been missing before we noticed it was gone. We felt its absence of course but weren't sure what should have been there: something real, and human and natural, as Vereen's paintings are. His brushwork is sometimes fiercely confident and instinctual, powerful to the point of near violence; sometimes scumbling and searching, reaching, missing. It is not polished. It is not finished. It is not new. It is not the past or the future, for those are both more solid. It is evolving, changing, living between the those two solid realities in the uncertain present, just as we are. Fecund. Stretching across them like a  bridge we can't see the end of. Entering into the world of his paintings, we are forced to take the risk of walking down this bridge towards an uncertain future. Refusing to deny the past as what has brought us there, to the precipice, the start of the bridge. Engaging with his paintings involves taking a risk, being vulnerable. It is the risk of trusting something that you can't be sure of, something that is dictated by impulse and passion. Something that might fail: his paintings, because they are living and not dead, always run the risk of failure. They embrace that risk, as a prerequisite to being truly alive, to having value. They invite us to embrace that risk as well.

 

But Vereen's work does more than beckon to us. It begins to show us the way. In looking at his paintings, we feel our own hand at work in the place of his. We are invited into the creative process. All of the marks are exposed. We can see where something has been covered over, and how hastily or carefully, with what temperament or sensation. Everything is told in those marks, nothing hidden. We see the painting's whole birth, complete with its difficulties, cul-de-sacs, dead ends. All of this is exposed, open like a wound uncovered. One uncovers a wound because it needs the air around it in order to heal, because the flesh inside it is still alive and subject to change, to influence from the outside. In this way, Vereen's work is open and ambiguous enough that we can understand it viscerally, in whatever way we need to see it. It has high emotional resonance. It is honest and open and we understand that about it instinctually, and can see in it our own vulnerable truths. 

 

But all of this aside, Vereen's work is valuable to us because it does what needs to be done, without caring if it is correct, or beautiful, or relevant. Whether it is innovative, or special, or - that most poisonous of all modern words -  cool. In not caring, by serving the unknowable needs of their artist, Vereen's paintings are able to accomplish all of this and more. Tastes may change. The idea of what is progressive will certainly change, because that is the nature of the idea (or illusion) of progress. But what is honest will always remain. Honesty is beautiful. It is simple and old-fashioned. Vereen's paintings will continue to be relevant, showing us what we have always known about ourselves but forgotten. Showing us how to walk the invisible line of the present, as it stretches both backwards and forwards between future and past.

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I think one thing outsiders-especially artists, are oblivious to is the idea of the industry itself. The art world, if that is what we shall call it, is not a world where success is based on talent, expertise or merit of that sort. Like many industries, it is based on networking and not much else. This truth is far from the romance that artists dream about when pursuing their careers at the very start. It is an ugly truth, in all honesty. Many artists will spend decades going to every gallery opening, attending every lecture and gallery walk-through possible in the spirit of “seeing and being seen”- the lifestyle this creates is one far that is far from being an artist in the poetic sense. The bitter truth- the art world can be a quite revolting place where people are constantly using and being used. There was an old saying not long ago among art dealers- “The art world would be perfect if we could only somehow get rid of the artists.” Another maxim is that it is quite a wonderful idea to have a Van Gogh painting in your living room, but to have dear old Vincent sitting on your living room couch is not so wonderful. I think the goal of an artist should be to rid themselves of delusion, and the industry revolving around the arts is full of delusion. Selling paintings and having gallery representation is all fine and good, but one must not get lost in this world.

One thing that sets me apart from other artists- I refused to step foot into an art school. I dropped out of high school junior year I was ready to start making work, learning from life, etc. I think the academic institutions have a mold- a template, in a sense. This factory-style production of artists is simply unappealing to me. I was fortunate that at an early age I knew what I wanted to be and I was rebellious enough, I suppose, to reject the notion of the classroom artist. I didn’t want to be coached. I wanted to get my hands dirty, make some mistakes. I didn’t want it to be easy I think. I looked at those old photographs of artists in their freezing cold lofts and they were all dirt poor most of the time. When I was young I thought this lifestyle was going to be fun. And I lived it. Through and through. I am still living it to some degree- as I have never been very secure in my life. But when I look back, I was right. Dropping out of school and taking the plunge as an artist has provided me quite an adventurous life and one that I am quite proud and lucky to be able to live. At least that is how I see it. I would be much more successful had I gone to an academy and played the MFA game. But it would not have been worth it. I would have been a completely different person. Of course, this is not for everyone and frankly, I don’t even recommend it. Don’t do what I did. Don’t try my life at home. Go to school, follow the rules. Play it safe, kids.

You know, Los Angeles has some interesting places and I guess it depends on your friend. I have taken friends to Jumbo’s Clown Room, The Venice Beach Boardwalk. One thing I like to do almost anywhere in California is to go on a drive at night- windows down and just look at the lights and feel the buzz of the city. It doesn’t matter where you take them, does it? My advice- don’t make plans and don’t take advice. Allow yourself the freedom of improvisation. When people travel, especially to LA they can get caught up in all the sites and all the things they think they are supposed to see and do. Don’t fall for it. Get lost. Go hungry. Take a stroll with no money in your pockets. Take big breaths and open your eyes and ears. It is all there waiting for you. You will never see it all, but if you can feel like you are a genuine part of a big moving breathing city, then you can say you’ve been there. You can say you were a part of the magic. This doesn’t require a ticket or a motive, just an open heart.

Throughout my life being an artist I have had many, many influences who I can and must acknowledge. It was Robert Rauschenberg and Willem de Kooning who first made me realize I was going to be an artist. It was familiarizing myself with their work and their struggles that softened the blows of anxiety so often associated with survival. I know I have always kept the works of Bob Dylan, Leonard Cohen, the poet e.e. Cummings around for inspiration. I am quite fond of Clarice Lispector’s “Agua Viva” and anything by Henry Miller. When I found Henry Miller, I found much of myself in many ways. Miller’s work is purely autobiographical- himself and his work are indistinguishable. Picasso is similar in that way. I want to live a life like that. I want to be what I do and do what I am. My father, Henry Vereen, was also a great motivator. He always taught me I could be what I wanted and I believed him. I have a long list of influences. The older I get, the longer the list. I am also intrigued by the chef Marco Pierre White. He speaks about food like a poet. Cooking is similar to painting in some ways. So my influences come from a range of mediums. My favorite brain is probably Christopher Hitchens.

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Today we’d like to introduce you to Judson Vereen.

Judson, please share your story with us. How did you get to where you are today?
 

I would say I was about fifteen when I began to paint and about sixteen when I started taking it seriously. In school, I took as many art classes as I could, all devoted to painting, and I really think that was it, you know? My spirit was crying out- at that time, for something, something to put myself into. Something I could lose myself in and I became totally immersed in art. I began to read and write poetry, started listening to Bob Dylan for the first time. It was all very exciting. I got so wrapped up in it I never even finished school. I left high school junior year and honestly never looked back. I moved from my home in Georgia to New York City and that’s when I really started to dream. It was the first time I could see myself in the world. I just saw everything in a different light- I was enamored with the big city.

After New York, it was San Francisco for about seven years. I spent most of my twenties there. And it’s such a wonderful place- I really opened up there. I acted in a film, I put out an album of music…I guess I opened up more as an artist and was a part of some really great projects with some really great people. But San Francisco- It ran its course, I suppose. I miss it but it was such a big part of my life that at some point it made sense to leave it behind in a way. Hard to explain, really. So, I came to Los Angeles and I was really the poorest and most excited that I have ever been. But hey, you make friends, you live in your car for a while, you end up getting by. So like many, I struggled for a bit. But it’s all in good fun- nobody said it was easy! A few years back I got lucky with a great live/work studio and have called it my home ever since. These days, I paint and work on my book projects, mostly. But I love life in Los Angeles. Many people leave this city before the end of the growing pains. I’m just now getting the swing of things…I have been really focused on painting, and soon I think I will be ready to start showing.

Overall, has it been relatively smooth? If not, what were some of the struggles along the way?


Attitude is everything, isn’t it? When I was young, I immersed myself in the stories of my heroes. Poets, writers, bohemians, painters, singers- people who really saw the bottom of the barrel. So, you do your best to study the lives of the shoulders your standing on. This prepares you a little bit for struggle, in some ways. But I knew early on that I didn’t want an easy life. What I want is a full life. And artists do struggle for various reasons- finances, substance abuse, creative drought, pitfalls of the city…I have made many mistakes! What you learn, I think, in this life is that it is full of exits. Nothing is too permanent. When I lived in my car in Los Angeles, it was all a head game. But I never bought into it- I said to myself, well, ok, I am here now, I can handle this. I kept a cool head and when I look back now, it was the most exciting time in my life. I was broke but totally free. You are never stuck is what I am saying. I guess when I look back at hard times- I just try to become grateful for them. It is the hard times that make us who we are. In the end, I think we could all look back and say, thank god it was not easy. Thank god they didn’t just give it all to me…

We’d love to hear more about your work and what you are currently focused on. What else should we know?


As of late, I have been focused on my paintings, my writing. Everything else, like music, or acting has taken a backseat. I think it was de Kooning who said something about dipping your hand into art and essentially pulling out anything you like. I tend to do that. I tend to “dip” like that. But what I wanted to do was to put together a new body of work- all new paintings, and I kinda surprised myself. I wanted something new and focused because I bounce around styles too often. I never went to an art school- but I was totally dedicated to painting. Trips to the Met and the Whitney served as an education of sorts. But I collected and devoured art books- read everything I could, spent a long time looking. I am very content with being self-taught. You could call me an outsider artist in that way. But I am in my thirties now and honestly, I still struggle- I have no style, I bounce around a lot. I do not come with an art school paradigm. It is freeing in away. I feel like an outsider and I have learned to embrace it. I can dip my hand into art and pull out what I want to. I guess in that way, making art is a lifestyle. I paint all the time, I chip away at them, I make messes…

Any shoutouts? Who else deserves credit in this story – who has played a meaningful role?


When it comes to mentors and friendships, I have been lucky! Firstly, I would say so much support was given to me by my parents. My father, who is passed now, always encouraged my artistic side. Without him, I would have never made it. My mother as well always encouraged me to pursue my own goals. She is my true guide now. I had a very happy childhood and together they both taught me that I could be anything I wanted. As for friends, I have had many. And truly, I am forever grateful for the ones that stick around. As you get older, you lose people, and that’s okay, too. It’s part of life. But I have had some truly amazing friends along the way. I have had friends that have bought my paintings, lent me money, had my back, the whole thing, you know? And I always wonder, what did I do to deserve friends like these? When I was in San Francisco, I would have never made it without my friends Tracy Brown and Tyler Wintermute. They taught me how to survive. I always think I will lose touch with people, but in this world, it is too easy to reach out. That is important I think. If I have ever loved you, my door is always open. One day I hope to have a party and everyone is invited. At least that is how I see it…

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